The Mistake I Made

i made a mistake,

in a deep issue called love,

two men all mine,

only one can be loved,

i thought long and hard,

i switched out from time to time,

but now that im back with this boy,

i realize i want a man,

but the problem is,

it is to late,

he already has a girl,

that he will not ever hate,

my heart is now broken,

but also together,

because i have a boy,

even though i want this man who is better,

but that is my fault,

my deep mistake,

now i have to deal with all of this shit,

that i deeply hate,