I was finally back to being happy with my life
So why not twist the knife?
I watched the guy i was falling for.....
Walk out the door
I watched the closest thing i had to a dad
Leave me here to be alone and sad
Whats left of my family is constantly talking shit
My grown brother in law throwing a fit
My mom stablity slowly sliping
And im craving the sound of driping
I cant do anything right
Im going crazy in this hell
Yet everyone is too self centered to tell
So pass the bong pass the pipe let me hit that joint
Lifes a bitch so wats the point?
So fuck all the pain and tears
Ive dealt with it for too many years
In the end ima just gonna die
So fuck this bullshit lets get high!