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Bleak Eyes / Darklady

Poetry By: Darklady

sometimes due to circumstances of life we make the ones we love suffer, not on purpose but because they live our pain ....

Submitted:Feb 14, 2013    Reads: 29    Comments: 5    Likes: 1   

Walking by your side
Holding hands
I see the sadness in your eyes
the hopelessness inside you

It hurts to see you cry for me!
I failed you...
I can't keep your pace
And that makes me suffer!

So much you could have been
So many dreams in your head
But, I'm going too slow
Delaying you!

I try to walk faster
But the more I try, the weaker I become
Then, when I see those tears
You try so hard to hold on in your eyes when you look at me,
It hurts! It aches deeply
See your sorrow because of me!

You were meant to fly
To do important things
Travel around the seven seas
Still, here I am....
Slowing you down,
Making you walk slower!
Bringing you into my darkness!

Once again I feel I failed you!
I am just a stone in your path
A painful love that prevents you to dream,
And to fly high into the skies above!

Can you really forgive me, I wonder...
Can you truly not blame me?
Blame my illness, for my failures?!...

How much more can you endure?
Bleak eyes, hiding its pain from me!
Looking into those big eyes
I see sorrow, gloominess,
Oh, it hurts me!..

I wish I could do more
I wish I could turn your nightmare into a colourful, merry dream...
If only for a moment!
Yet, it's not that easy!

Sometimes I pretend that I am fine
However I weep in silence not to worry you...
I try so hard to be strong for you
But... I can't, no matter how hard I try!

I can't follow follow you
For my legs won't move,
I can't keep your pace
For my pains don't let me to!

For all this I ask your forgiveness
For all the disappointment, I apologize!
For holding you back...
I cannot forgive myself!...

Walking by your side
Holding hands
My heart beat fast
My lungs fight to breath
My soul struggles to stay alive

Walking down the avenue
I see the marks of life drawn in your face
I see the heaviness of your burden!
I see so muck bleakness,
Such emptiness and lostness!

I wonder if this love is strong enough...
How much can this love endure? It will survive?
So many problems, such difficulties!
I failed you.....

See you suffering because of me, kills me inside!
A breath of life lost in the air
The hope for better days
A pray for forgiveness and help,
A silent scream of despair!

Holding your hands close to mine
I wish I could make magic
I wish I could make you happy again...
Wash away that sorrow...
Make the stars shine for you in doom nights...

Walking by your side
I wail for the bleakness in your eyes
I blame myself for my illness
I blame myself for holding you back...


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