Blood Tears / Darklady

I close my eyes and I feel such a pain inside
Tears fall down like rain in a stormy day
I ask "why?" , but no answer comes...

I pray for help,
Waiting for a miracle that will never happen...
I crouch in the cold floor, crying out loud
Such a pain!! Screaming in the dusk helplessly...

Harsh words I shout to release my pain
Hurting everyone around me...
I feel like a knife stabbing through your heart
Like the fire burning your soul in hell....

I close my eyes and I suffer...
Hidden in a dark corner I look for forgiveness
Trying to wash away all my sins...
Waiting for my time to come ..

I close my eyes, sobbing and sighing
Bouncing myself in agony
Punishing me for causing so much harm...
And I wonder when all this is reaching to an end...

If I say I am sorry will it be enough?
if I say forgive me will you?
If I say I'm in the blues will you take my hand?

I close my eyes
Wandering on my dreamland I am
Searching for a nice place to sit
Waiting for my sunshine, for my resurrection...

I open my eyes
And all I can see is myself flooding in tears
Blood running through the water
My heart beating slower and slower
I feel my body fading away...

I close my eyes...
Is that an angel?
Am I dreaming?
No more sorrow, no more dark
A beautiful seaside in a sunny day...