I know I told you the truth.
You say you have forgiven me for the things I have done.
But then why do I feel this guilt?
Or is it guilt that tears at the lining of my heart.
During the day I say I am fine, and I tell you things that are only half the truth about how I feel.
But at night I cry and feel the painful confusion I am not sure you also feel.
There are so many words and feelings to describe how I feel about the situation.
I lay awake and try not to think of you.
But I know when I close my eyes I will see you in my dreams, and I can not deny.
I have tried to make you understand how strong my feelings are.
The only words that will ever be enough are,
I love you.