Painful Confusion.

Painful Confusion.

I know I told you the truth.

You say you have forgiven me for the things I have done.

But then why do I feel this guilt?

Or is it guilt that tears at the lining of my heart.

During the day I say I am fine, and I tell you things that are only half the truth about how I feel.

But at night I cry and feel the painful confusion I am not sure you also feel.

There are so many words and feelings to describe how I feel about the situation.

I lay awake and try not to think of you.

But I know when I close my eyes I will see you in my dreams, and I can not deny.

I have tried to make you understand how strong my feelings are.

The only words that will ever be enough are,

I love you.