Your Little Secret

I love you, and that's why I do this for you.. I don't want to. But I feel like I have to. Because you're a part of me... My boyfriend. You mean the world to me. I want you to stop abusing your body with these harmful chemicals, but if I can't stop you, then I'll join you. Because you've forced me too. Because I can't let you do this alone. But.. do you have to do anything your partner wants you to? What if you don't want to? What if it's so dangerous that it could eventually stop the lives you're living. Like what we're doing...

When I met you,

I didn't see your hidden side

It only came out later on...

Your aggressive temper,

Your cruelty,

And your little secret.

You say you love me,

But surely, this isn't love?

Why are you making me do something I don't want to?

Hiding your little secret away whenever a cop comes by,

Dealing your little secret on the streets,

Making me be part of it and taking your little secret.

I've told you what you're doing,

And the harm you're putting on yourself.

And me.

I thought you loved me,

But I can't be,

With someone who is being this...

Forceful.

Your little secret..

Drugs.

It's not my thing..

I love you.

And have suffered long enough.

I kissed your lips.

And walked away.....