I am :O

I'm sick and tired of being the one on the sideline

I wish I could go back in time

To a time when I didn't know who you really are

I would go back just as far

As far back as he beginning of the year

When I wasn't filled with fear

Fear that you don't like me

Fear that you hated me

I've waited for you

And now I know you hate me the wait is through

You have no clue about the feelings I feel

The feeling of pain that I think will never heal

I never want to see your face again

I don't even want to be your friend

I don't ever want to hear your voice

I'm doing this all by your choice

This is not what I want but I need to move on

It's time for me to drag along

Go on to someone who appreciates me for who I really am

Not the way I look on the outside but who I am