My Creator

I've made a big mistake letting you in

 

Now that you know everything I do not know how to begin

 

How to tell you how it all went down

 

When he did these things when no one was around

 

You see you have no clue

 

No clue about the pain I went through

 

The sight of blood and every dripping tear

 

You could never feel that level of fear

 

The fear that if you spoke a single word and if you didn't do what you were told

 

He only gave me a pillow to hold

 

To hold while I was being beaten and raped

 

There is only a certain amount of pain a person can take

 

After that one last hit that made me yell

 

There is more to this to tell

 

The pain I endured is something that makes me strong

 

What he did was painfully wrong

 

If I could paint a picture for you I would

 

You would tell me to put it up if only I could

 

Could paint the exact picture of what he did to me

 

And the fate of him at the end of this story

 

You see the criminal at hand got caught

 

All because of my one single thought

 

My thought to god to help save me

 

To him forever I will loyally be

 

If It didn't get answered I knew I would meet my creator

 

And I could walk through the door

 

The door to the pearly gates

The gates to the one person I could never hate

 

My creator my sole survivor