Time machine

I wish I had a time machine to go back in time to redo so many things I wish I could do differently

All those bad things I have done is not the real me

I want you to know if I could do it all over again I would have chose you

Now that you're gone I have no clue about what I am going to do

Do about my heartache and pain that has been self inflicted

I think I should be convicted

Convicted for manslaughter in the first degree

I wish I wasn't me

See the worst thing I think I have done was I killed you

What are we both going to do

I think I am going to go to hell

For all the pain and torture I put you through went I knew I was going to fail

Fail at making you happy and be free

I wish you would see that that was not at all in any way me

I wish you could forgive me for all the hurt I have caused

I wish I would have paused

Paused my life at that certain point where I broke your heart

The part where I threw a dart

A dart right through your heart that shattered into a million tiny pieces

Pieces of red and blue shards of a lease

The lease I took out for your heart