To be or not to be......

I am so weary

Trudging endlessly forward

While the world revolves in reverse.

Oh to stop my pacing

Or better still the world stop turning

Flung off this sphere to become nothing in eternal space

No blame or shame, nature’s fate

-----------------------------------------------

I am so jaded

False faced, smiling

While the world laughs and cries at will

Look past my smile, see my distress

Find the key to open my mind

Push me over the edge into insanities embrace

Noose or knife to escape

---------------------------------------------

I am so very fatigued

Dependability is my lie

While the world denies I am weak too.

Let me rest still for a while

There is so far to go!

Walk away, accountability is my life force

Disown me, let me leave.

---------------------------------------------

I am all spent

I am not who you have seen

Some in the world still love me

That is life’s joke

I do not care for tomorrow

I care for you that love and wish you no hurt

So passive I will remain

---------------------------------------------

Rest assured

I will carry on trudging

Falsely smiling

Mr Dependable

The unreal me

Because I love you

My pain you will not feel.