I wear makeup because I'm not pretty.
I don't eat because I'm not skinny.
You call me names, you think it won't phase me.
But in reality, it drives me crazy.
I cry immediately when I'm alone.
Turn the lights out since no one's home.
Do you plan the pain, is it a calculation.
Or does killing me give you a sensation.
I hide because I don't want you to see
Just how much is really wrong with me.
You don't think I take it to heart
But each word just rips me apart.
How deep does to deep end grow.
I dive off, feeling just so shallow.
Pain is pain, and tears are tears.
But you become numb after so many years.
The air is thin and I can't breathe
Just how much do you expect from me.
You've killed the lights so I can't see.
Deaf, dumb, blind, no sense