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The secret life of an insecure girl

Poetry By: DinaDino

For those who care and understand, come along and take my hand. I'll let you take a look inside like I have nothing to hide. Let's run away and beat the tears and beat off the open fears. If you're unloved I'll take you in and we can become human again.

Submitted:Apr 29, 2013    Reads: 5    Comments: 0    Likes: 2   

I wear makeup because I'm not pretty.

I don't eat because I'm not skinny.

You call me names, you think it won't phase me.

But in reality, it drives me crazy.

I cry immediately when I'm alone.

Turn the lights out since no one's home.

Do you plan the pain, is it a calculation.

Or does killing me give you a sensation.

I hide because I don't want you to see

Just how much is really wrong with me.

You don't think I take it to heart

But each word just rips me apart.

How deep does to deep end grow.

I dive off, feeling just so shallow.

Pain is pain, and tears are tears.

But you become numb after so many years.

The air is thin and I can't breathe

Just how much do you expect from me.

You've killed the lights so I can't see.

Deaf, dumb, blind, no sense

That's insecurity.


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