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Another deppressing poem, despite the name, if youre viewing it, this one is for you Charlotte.

Submitted:Dec 17, 2012    Reads: 17    Comments: 2    Likes: 2   

Im fine, Miserable, bleeding, near death but fine
And wouldn't have it anyother way
The pain from being so far away
i can handle it i'll be fine

But inside i know the truth, no matter what i do
I'll keep on bleading love for you,
hanging on, i feel strong but im weak
so i fall, fall down, where are your arms?
Im hitting a losing streak
Im only gonna cause harm
Im weak but strong,
my will is short but long
but at night i live a dream
and reality bursts at the seams
i see you there by my side
for some reason i run and hide,
I wake up and i'm still running
I've lost my wit, i've lost my cunning
Im a dilusional lover
thousands of miles away
go away, leave it is over,
i tell myself, but i won't go away
I can't accept tht i've lost, the world has won
I go down to the drug store and buy a gun
and shoot down visions of my future
in a white room i live my past
those 4 months are now my future
I've arrived at last


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