I feel like my life is planned out for me
I never thought this was how it was going to be;
Nothing really seems to be mine
Yet everyone complains how I'm not fine.
No one sees how I am hurting deep inside
Life intelling one confusingly scary ride;
I feel like I have a blindfold over my eyes
As my happiness shows how it slowly dies.
I just want to feel like things are better
Instead of floating through life like a feather;
One day I will wake up and understand why it had to be this way now
But today the only word my heart wants to scream in pain is FOUL.