I put the pills in my hand
My soul will be where my body lands;
Will they miss me I think not
They loved me or maybe it's just what I thought.
My kids don't know that I do care
Even though my feelings I did share;
What in life have I done right
Maybe in death I'll finally see the light.
Waiting for a sign to show
But the arrow through my heart shot the bow;
Why try it gets me no where
The thought of being a no one is to much to bear.
All I have to go is one big swallow
Then no longer will I have to wallow;
In despair I will no longer be
Then maybe they'll see how low they made me.