Who am I to question?

Who am I to question

All of lifes decisions

Who am I to question

Who acts without conviction

Who am I to question

The actions and the reasons

I who'ved lost my way

And could never reach them?

I stare around the room

At things both past and present

Thinking of the people

I've both met and haven't

I cry because I've lost them

And I feel I missed them

But how can I hold onto them

When I don't even know them?

Pictures lay around me

Some I know, some don't

I could stare at them for hours

But I've done this all before

I've come to terms finally

With all the things I've lost

I've learned to love them anyway

Though not with all my heart

I hope it doesn't sadden them

When they see me sitting there

Because I know deep down within

They know sometimes I just can't care