In my sleep

I needed a poetry fix

To get me back on some real writing sh*t

I had to take a moment to remember

why he made me

See, there is nothing wrong with focusing on the God in me

But I'd forgotten about the writer

I'd started to let slip

So I put myself in rehab

Watching my brothers and sisters on def poetry

And Brave New Voices

Are any of them related to me?

No but we are divinely connected

through this love and truth called poetry

I started to trip off my life at the moment

I don't have time to stop doing things

The Bible explains to me how to live holy

Don't get me wrong I'm not questioning my faith

But what I've realized is

If I change my ways I won't be living holy

but i'll be living with holes in me

Shot.... with a 42 because I've stopped using profanity

to spit my truth

but what I realize is something I knew

I gotta say it the way I feel it

This isn't about heaven or hell

This is about my destiny

My poetic crack I'm gonna sell

Getting people high off my truth

I was sexually frustrated

because I wasn't giving you none

see, poetry can't nobody make me cum like you

I'm loose with these words

Because they are my truth

When I write like this or talk like I do

It isn't because I just want to do what I want to

I figured out something about me

I have a tendency to think too much

When I start thinking about God and all he's done for me

I start thinking about why I shouldn't cuss

I'm losing my concept of balance

YES, in God I trust but in poetry I MUST

This orgasm is so long over-do I'm cumming more than I want to

but it feels so good to get all this out

My brothers and sisters on BNV and Def Poetry

Would I think, be proud of me

Because I left their voices on repeat in my sleep

And got pregnant with some dope ass poetry

By Dramatis Personae