Down Comes the Rain

Rain falls down, jumping on each leaf

I seem to can’t escape

Can’t escape

 I’m counting to three,

Please please don’t leave me

And when I open my eyes,

You’re still there

Under the dark, black skies

Holding my hand, skin to skin

We’re about to start this dangerous sin

 And I whisper, where do we go?

And silence fills the air,

You say, nowhere no where

You kiss my lips, taste me

This is where we go.

And I’m counting again

One more time, one more time

He takes me away

Into some other day

From the rest of the world

Can’t even breathe, I’m scared

I start to shake

And I feel more awake then the night before

And I start to cry,

But he lies and says its okay, oh its okay

So I close both of my eyes

And I lie still as I let it happen

I have nowhere else to go

It’s better than nothing

Better than empty

Better than feeling what’s inside of me

Cuz the pain is too big from what I see

And finally it’s over, he breathes into my throat

One more breathe to savor, For some odd reason I love the flavor

And the rain comes down harder

My tears hide under the water

What have I done?

What did I do?

Does he truly love me or is this a lie too?