You have your good days and you have your bad, where the feeling of loss is just as great as it was the day it happened...
When I think of your comforting hugs when I need them most, I think I could just die from all the tears I shed, I can hardly breath.
I had a dream last night, you were there to hug me when I needed it most...
I damn near broke down when I realized it was just a dream that didn't last long enough.
My biggest regret was leaving your house before you got hurt...just so I could go have fun...
I know it wasn't my fault, but I can never let that go.
If angels do exist then I know that you are there.
This isn't much of a poem, just something I guess I needed to get out ..
I feel that I took the most important person in my family, in my life and I took her for granted.
And I regret it everyday, even in my dreams...and for that I am truly sorry.