Understanding is a strong word!

The wrist I slit

and arm I bit

Is all of the pain I inflict

Do I give a shit?

That it hurt like a bitch?

Not if it makes it all fit!

I can be a dick

And you a bitch

But were still hitched

and will never split

This pain is here for a reason

I thought I was losing you

And made a dicision

To cry for once in life

To not be so hard

And uptight

To actually have feeling

To maybe know life

Not stuck on the past

Or to be in last

The future is good...

But hell is great

I know I'm actually wanted

And I'll love all the hate

This is my fate

Maybe even my destiny

Or would you call it a fantasy?

Maybe just a legacy?

This is were I'm going without you

Don't even think about leaving

Cause if you do I'll stop beliveing

So before you give me meaning

Just give me this...

Give me a future to look foward

Give me hope or faith

Cause without

All I have is hate

Thanx for understanding

Even though I know you didn't

Your just too scared to adimit it