All On Me

All On Me

I did something that was different from my character,

I got attached to you in some kind of way,

A way that made my heart race when I see you,

Giving me that feeling of wanting to be next to you,

I wasn’t thinking just sex with you.

I was thinking of kissing you,

Holding you,

Touching you,

Feeling you close to me,

And you telling me,

I don’t know what you do to me,

That lets me know that you feel the same way.

And yet we are stuck in the games that we play,

You’re the first person I think about when I wake up,

Go ahead and call me a liar and smile the way you do,

You’re the last thing I think about when I go to sleep,

Call me a liar again and yet your smile remains,

Every time my phone makes a sound I hope its you,

Tell me to shut up and that you hate me.

And yet our feelings remain the same.

Because of me,

My heart is stuck in two different places.

So all I do is wonder,

If the grass is greener on the other side?

If I should follow my heart or my mind?

Shit is just too deep,

And I’m running out of time.