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it here only to dissapear

Poetry By: eludingdarling


Submitted:Sep 29, 2011    Reads: 6    Comments: 2    Likes: 0   

Is it fun to be you?

cuz being me hurts

I smile and you

stab, stab, stab

grab and stab, grab and stab

I'm bleeding all over


I cant cry!

If I cry I will break

silence worse than any vile word

looking away worse than any glare

I don't know why, I don't know why

I'm lost and I don't know

the monster I can't see

my reflection doesn't give any answers

I'm scared about the day I won't bleed

I don't want to let go

this is too scary to say outloud

So with a pen and paper

I admit that I'm not proud

I'm not strong

the tears aren't mine, they're coming from the raincloud

I'm sure I'm almost gone

what if I wake up and don't care?

its too, too much to bear

please don't take your time

don't make me commit a common crime

don't push me forward, don't fade away

your special to me but...

What if your wound is infecting the rest of my heart

with bloody scissors I'll have to cut you out

please, please, please smile, smile real soon

I don't wan't to, I don't, I don't!

This silent plea reaches deaf ears

don't make me run out of tears


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