everyone thinks shes the innocent one,
the naive, the small, the protected one
and she takes it all on herself
cause noone knows what they all think they do
no one looks through
that layer.
and you cant see what you never look for
and you cant read an open book if you dont know more
of the language than the words on the cover
dont open the cover
and youll never discover
the anger inside this little girl
the hate she has for the whole fucking world
the pain with no root or end to express
how much she is, when she thinks so much less
because when the world placates while turning its back
how can she know its not her that lacks,
but you?
and you stare into those big doe eyes
grinning, knowing you should despise
yourself for the hurt youll cause her.
and you talk without saying
anything worth knowing
and know shell be staying
when she should be going
and congradulate the man you think that you are
but you dont deserve her...
and she doesnt deserve this...
and as you make love, she clenches her fists with
the anger in this little girl
the hate she has for the whole fucking world
the pain with no root or end to express
how much she is, when she thinks so much less
because when the world placates while turning its back,
how can she know its not her that lacks,
but you?
dissappointed by everyone
just meeting herself
but she's on the run
from life.
and shes tried it all,
from the flight to the fall .
its an endless search...
and oh how it hurts...
everytime you beat her, she learns a new trick
she trades believing for anger with each and every new kick.
shes giving up on hope,
but not on life,
it wont ever be ok
but the knife just isnt right...
for the anger in this little girl,
and the hate she has for the whoel fucking world
the pain with no root or end to express
how much she is, when she thinks so much less.
because when the world placates while turning its back,
how can she know that its not her that lacks,
but you?
and for every tear you see fall from her face,
another inside dries up in its place,
and the heart that once bled for every soul
doesnt care anymore, will never be whole
will never be whole...
and shes all dried up,
fucking stone cold.
so young, so angry, so very old.
shes learning to hold on to herself but let go of her dreams,
she doesnt need you anymore,
it would seem.



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