stood up

backed down

hide in the smile

bask in the frown



bathe in the blood

the release unallowed

cower behind the thought

try to forget i already drowned



forsaken, forgotten

constantly afraid of it all

pick me up

slash me down

and dont forget to watch me fall



anger, hate, sadness

fuck, i let them in again!

i let them leech me

i let them love me

i let them mean me

and now they're gone



when will i learn

what i thought i knew

when will i remember

to run away from you

when will i recall myself

and its preservation



hotel get away from me?

room for one.

yes i have a reservation.