I don't want you anymore

Often times you puzzle me;

Tricking me, convincing me that somehow you still feel

What I feel

Or how you now choose to show off

Well, she does.

And it is really old

So fucking old

How every time she sees me

She runs over,

You attached by hand

And I am really, truly upset

You said yes

Not because I don’t want you to be happy

I just don’t want you to be happy with my friend.

She was mine first

Long before yours

And you were mine first

Long before hers

And you’re so frustrating

And I don’t think I love you anymore

I have someone new, and though I don’t love him;

He is growing on me. So I will marry him someday,

And maybe, just maybe, things will work out for once.