You didn't really mean it did you?
You didn't really feel it did you?
Was it someone else you loved?
Was it I who had done wrong?
Or in reality did you just not feel?
Did you feel bad for me?
Was that it?
Did you want to make me feel better?
Or was this for your own benefit?
I just don't get it.
Would you shine some light on this?
I'm confused and left out.
I apologized and you felt nothing.
I begged for forgiveness,
And yet you felt nothing
So now what am I to do?
I can't trust anyone.
Thought you were different.
Thought you were better.
But you're just like everyone else.
So now what am I to do now that you are gone?
Thought you'd be there for me.
But all you had were imaginary feelings.
So inside and out,
I am slowly dying.
Thinking about what I'm supposed to do.