Indecisive Love

Indecisive Love

I hate you,

I love you.

Make up your mind,

because you say you love me all

the time. But when words

of hate slip from your mouth,

all the love in me goes south.

I wish you were dead,

never leave me.

Can't you see what you've done,

or am I the only one?

Why should I respect,

when I am not respected?

Why should I love, 

when I am not loved?

why should I live,

when I am wished to be dead?

These are the things

running through my head.

                                                  -<3 Sissy