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Take My Beauty

Poetry By: fearlezz

I would rather be ugly than to be constantly harrassed by men, ultimately leading to my worst and most recent sexual assault- the others were petty, not really worth telling the police, because it was mainly consensual-but..what can i say now?? it left marks on me...more than just skin deep..and all i can think, is that if i was ugly- men would not want me..

this was written on 10/10/10

Submitted:Oct 12, 2010    Reads: 116    Comments: 1    Likes: 0   

Take My beauty

Take my beauty,
Make me ugly, because the things men see,
Just isn't for me...

Take my glow,
I'll do without,
So the world will know,
That i scream and shout...

Take my charm,
Apathetic all around,
Hold me tight in your arms,
Like i was lost, now i'm found...

Only curses stand by me,
I can't be beautiful,
Make me ugly,
So i will not be for sale...

Then i'll know that love is true,
If yuo take my beauty,
The natural tlaent of the things i do,
So i can happily be ugly...

Being "normal",
My one desire,
So perhaps i won't fall,
Into black fire...

Take my beauty-
I give it up so you can be equipped,
Just prepare for the responsibility,
It is a curse and a gift...

Take my beaity,
Let me stand defaced,
Let ne be filled with hideous cooties,
That no one can erase...

Turn me into a monster,
One with terrible features,
Not this beautiful daughter,
But a heinous creature...

There's no love in just looks,
There must be a me,
Just like there's more to math than just books,
So it is with my beauty...

So, take my beauty,
No refunds, no take-backs,
Being beautiful doesn't suit me,
It's jut simple facts...

Maybe someone else
Can control it's wild nature,
So i can love myself,
In my true form of a hideous creature...

Take my ora and my pheromones,
All that drive men crazy,
You can have it all if you just leave me alone,
Make me ugly; take my beauty...


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