My Velvet time so filled with strife
Midnight sunset so full of life
Nightmares dance around for a while
they make me shake and shiver with a smile
My buzzing mind lives in the dark
So you'll never see what's trapped in my heart
From all the madness my minds put me through
I never did and never will know what to do
With each thought I lose a hold
My writing now trapped in my soul
In the barbwire surrounding my heart
I think and think "where do I start?"
I laugh and giggle as I fall on the floor
I let out a roar, "GIVE ME SOME MORE!"
My stomach in knots I give that thought
My writing is insane it's completely distraught!
I know really well how you feel inside
Happy, jolly but everyone cries
My writing may tear you apart
But please don't cry, it's what's in my heart
I do care a lot about the human race
But hey who can argue with the look on their face
They read my writing and look up with a shock
Cover their mouths and they hear a knock
It's me returning them to reality
Don't be afraid it's just a dream
It's not real, or so it seems
Really truly it's just me
I stop, make you inhale and tell you "take a breath"
"I'm sorry if my writing scares you to death"
I know from their eyes they think it's not fair
That all I ever write is madness and despair
Your mind thinks of Rainbows in a far away land
Mines Mayhem, destruction and departure by hand
My pen sets off in a whirling stream
Of the thoughts of an insane mad man scream!
Hahaha you hear me laugh
Can't take it? Fine, then don't read that
The words on the page increase in size
As I dilate my pupils and try to close my eyes
I can't, I won't! I must not stop
The music in my heart must not clot.
I sigh and stop and let my hand drop
This was fun but it's about time I stop