I'm a failure
At living
At loving
At previous attempts.
I'm morbid
I plot
I cut
I ingest.
It's not worth
Remediation
Redemption
Resuscitation.
I'm getting it right this time.
Is it odd
That I dream
About my funeral?
Is it sad
I fear you will fail
To meet my expectations
For my last unveiling?
Will you get it right?
Am I crazy
For lurking over
My sobbing friends
My heart broken family?
While I listen
To allthe good things
Said about me,
Sharedwith everyone
Forgetting all the bad.
Is it unfortunate
It takes my lifeless body
Lain pale before you
For you to realize?
Is it unnatural
To want to feel
Important
Loved
Missed?
Is it unexpected
I took the harshest
Course of action
To acquire a
Desired reaction?
What were you really expecting
Me to continue being
Unhappy
Out of place
Discontent
Alone?
Will you drive yourself insane
With out me?
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