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Poetry By: foldingover
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A while back ago, someone made mention of liking my, "Anatomy of a Suicide," and was interested in hearing the side of the suicid-ee if you will.
This is my interpretation.

See Also: Anatomy of A Suicide.

THIS IS IN NO WAY, SHAPE OR FORM, ME EXPRESSING MY INTENTIONS OF COMMITTING SUCH A STUPID ACT. OR HOW I CURRENTLY FEEL.
NOR DO I PROMOTE SUICIDE....
NEED HELP? ... GET HELP!


Submitted:Aug 21, 2007    Reads: 123    Comments: 1    Likes: 1   


I'm a failure

At living

At loving

At previous attempts.

I'm morbid

I plot

I cut

I ingest.

It's not worth

Remediation

Redemption

�Resuscitation.

I'm getting it right this time.

�Is it odd

That I dream

About my funeral?

Is it sad

I fear you will fail

To meet my expectations

For my last unveiling?�

Will you get it right?

Am I crazy

For lurking over

My sobbing friends

My heart broken family?

While I listen

To all�the good things

Said about me,

Shared�with everyone

Forgetting all the bad.

�Is it unfortunate

It takes my lifeless body

Lain pale before you

For you to realize?

Is it unnatural

To want to feel

Important�

Loved

Missed?

Is it unexpected

I took the harshest

Course of action

To acquire a

Desired reaction?

What were you really expecting

Me to continue being

Unhappy

Out of place

Discontent

Alone?

Will you drive yourself insane

With out me?





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