Forever jealous

I feel so unlucky,

I just don't feel right.

Guess I don't fit in,

No place to hide.

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And when I see couples kissing,

While music kills my ears,

Or when I hear happy endings,

I want to shed a few tears.

..

When I see people happy,

Of course I'm glad,

For them.

But I still wish I was dead.

..

My deepest fears come from within,

From the backbones of my body,

I'm forever jealous...

...

Because I am a nobody.