Have I FINALLY found myself?

I think I've found myself,

And it's not because of your doing.

All you ever did has made me dead inside,

I'm tired of you wearing me out, I'm leaving.

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"Trust is something I won't give again,

Farewell, 'friends', and fuck you all."

The distance gets bigger, I'm not looking back.

Everything I want is not here, I'm longing to fall.

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There's death all around me,surrounding, devouring,

And into this darkness I stare.

You were the only real friends I ever had,

But you just doesn't seem to care.

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I've found myself somewhere else,

Now don't you fucking FAKE your cries!

You've had your chances, and I never mattered.

Now all there's left for me is to say goodbye.

!!

I will keep you close to my heart,

BECAUSE I HATE YOU WITH ALL OF IT!