I'm going insane xD

Hahahaha,

Fuck you!

I'm going insane.

Because I only got myself to blame.

..

I smile,

Because I know it's over.

It's done for me, I can't saved.

But I'm still well-behaved.

..

I enjoy it,

My own demise,

I love how this was the plan.

How this is the pain for becoming a man.

..

Keep it up,

I'll laugh it off,

All the misery, all the pain,

I love how it kills my brain.

..

The story of a boy,

That has gone mad.

Living the way he wants to,

Having all the things he never had.

..

I love it, 

I love all of it.

I wish I wasn't like this,

That I'll admit.

..

But now I AM this way,

I don't fucking care

About what you think of me,

What you'd do for me,

How much you love me,

How much you hate me,

Do you think you know me?

I'm more insane than you'll ever be.

These are all lies that I say,

As I turn to despair.

..

Life's a lie,

Life's a pain.

And all we ever do,

Will be in vain.

..

For aid I yelp,

Hahahahahar!!

I think I need some professional help... 

xD