When I fall asleep tonight,
Please don't make me wake up again,
Don't make me face the horrors of another day again,
Don't make me put up my fake smiles and laughs and sarcastic grins again,
Don't make me write my emotions on paper again,
I don't want to fight.
I'm so glad,
Because now I know it's true,
There's nothing anyone can do,
To make me care a damn godforsaken shoe,
About what I would do to all the people I ever knew,
If I would say 'Fuck it' and leave you,
Leave you for dead.
You'll get over me,
If I should die,
You'll probably say you'll cry,
But every emotion is a lie,
I know you believe it when I look in your eye,
But this world is cute and sly,
And it will not decieve my
Mind. I can't even begin to ask why,
This world made me such a bad guy,
The pit of love is dry,
Just wait, you'll see.
If I had left all my words unsaid,
You wouldn't even care if I was dead.
Everybody will be alright,
Just kill me tonight...
If you give a shit, I have a challenge for you:
MAKE ME BELIEVE YOU CARE
Because nobody has convinced me thus far...
... just end this life already.
And just FUCKING END THIS POEM ALREADY!!!