Reality crash

My desire is growing fast,

To live in the world I create,

My thoughts keep abandoning me,

In this world of reality I hate.

Oh, all my craving,

Don't ever abandon me.

And keep taking me to places,

My heart longs to be.

You're more beautiful than anything I know,

Not even beaten by where you go when you die.

I can gaze at your beauty for hours.

And smile with a longing and desperate sigh.

But then reality crashes in,

and hurts my heart to its very core.

Tears streaming down my painful face,

I don't want to live in the real world anymore.

My mind is upset and confused,

All my dreams, my hopes, were lied.

I have to keep my face in check again,

To hide the pain that's killing inside.

I can't do this anymore,

My heart is bleeding from reality.

I'm begging, I'm pleading, I'm screaming, I'm crying!

Save me...