My desire is growing fast,
To live in the world I create,
My thoughts keep abandoning me,
In this world of reality I hate.
Oh, all my craving,
Don't ever abandon me.
And keep taking me to places,
My heart longs to be.
You're more beautiful than anything I know,
Not even beaten by where you go when you die.
I can gaze at your beauty for hours.
And smile with a longing and desperate sigh.
But then reality crashes in,
and hurts my heart to its very core.
Tears streaming down my painful face,
I don't want to live in the real world anymore.
My mind is upset and confused,
All my dreams, my hopes, were lied.
I have to keep my face in check again,
To hide the pain that's killing inside.
I can't do this anymore,
My heart is bleeding from reality.
I'm begging, I'm pleading, I'm screaming, I'm crying!