I've been thinking sometimes...
What if I would do it?
End this endless trail of misery,
And give in, forfeit.
A list of people that would care:
A few friends, random strangers, and family.
Enough to hold me back?
I'm not sure I agree with me.
My family can hurt all they want,
I wouldn't really care.
Random strangers on the internet,
Their pain they wouldn't share.
My friends... well.. they know.
They would live with the loss.
So what's stopping me,
From my final toss?
I'm afraid it's you...
I promised I wouldn't go.
But I swear I think about it
daily, you know?
I know I'm being clingy, but...
For saving my life.