What... the... fuck...?

So I'm reading this book, yeah?

Well, I hate it.

And I love it.

..

I hate it for what it does to me.

I hate it for how depressing it is,

I hate it for the plot,

I hate how much it relates to me.

..

But I love it because it's true,

I love it because it reads easily,

I love it because it's immersive,

I love it because of what it makes me do.

..

What...

The...

Fuck....

Is happening to me?

..

This is the first time

In my life, you see,

That I can't express how I feel,

In poetry!!