Why can’t you hear me?
I’m crying out louder and louder,
It’s as if nobody very much cares anymore.
But nobody can hear my screams.
I don’t think I can stand this anymore.
I’m not fake,
I just want to live on happily.
You are the fake ones.
Why won’t you give me the chance to feel good about myself?
You just keep trying;
It’s as if you guilt me into doing what you want.
You keep trying to break me.
Of course I’m not a perfect guy.
I have a dark wish;
But seriously, who is perfect in this world?
Let me slit your throat.
I don’t know what I want any more after all this.
Lay limp on your side;
I just want to feel a shed of happiness.
Allow for me to slice you up.
Nobody can listen to me and hear me out.
Open your damn ears,
Am I not important enough to be heard?
Listen to my groans of pain.
Is this what you really want of me?
This knife is wearing me out,
Do you simply want my pain and blood?
I’m fucking dying by this blade.
I don’t care what you think of me.
Can you hear me loud and clear?
Say shit about me all you want.
Who the hell are you to talk about me?
I simply ask of you to not mess with my friends.
I don’t care for myself;
So listen to me, just this once.
Just get away from the people who love me.