I have tried for so long to replace what existed before but you can’t replace the past. I can even remember the way I saw you last.
I knew you were coming to say goodbye but I didn’t believe it, I couldn’t think it, I didn’t want to believe it was me that could sink it.
I still love you even now. Although I never see you I always hope that very deep down...maybe there’s a chance things could turn around.
You still think of me too, hopefully it’s the same way I do. However I know that isn’t true. You let me go with no intention to ever start fresh and new.
Other women now fall in your heart. Every time yours beats my own falls apart. All I want is to do is visit the old way we were but I know that reunion will never reoccur. Your days are limited and I am holding on to them with all of my strength, trying to see you at any possible length.
You’re farther now than I could ever see and you’re searching for a life that won’ involve me. I just hope you know that all I wanted was for us to end together...maybe have some type of forever but now I am stuck here feeling like a lost treasure, no map to find my burial spot that’s left behind just like the love so lost I’ll never find.