The emptiness  I feel.

There is no more surreal.

What once made me laugh.

Now makes me cry.

Do I continue?

Or just lay here and die?

My mind is a blur.

An endless cloud of fog.

Smothering my every breath.

Can't grasp the reality of it all.

Your not gonna fall.

I gave it my all.

What? It 's like sudden death?

Regrets I don't have.

My hearts hurting bad.

I will forever be sad.

No I'm not mad.

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