Self-hatred, neglect, confusion, and insomnia
Feelings like no other
Maybe if I ignore them, and try not to cry,
They will get bored with me and leave
Who am I kidding?
Desiring her in every way I wake starving
Less than two hours have passed
I fear I will never sleep again
Especially since I am alone again
Why did everyone abandon me?
Hate my emotional break outs
Never would wish this on anyone
She could give me happiness,
And release me from my bad intentions
She could love me…