I always used to wonder
Why someone turns out the lights
And all of a sudden, fast beating
Erupts from inside, like a drum under your heart
Your pasted on smile dims to a frown
You close your eyes, praying to just fall asleep
Why dosn't anyone want to stay awake
Alive, when the world cries?
"Why wont you answer me?"
When I tell you I can feel a heavy
Weight hovering over me and
I can't shift my mind to anything other
Than trains gliding harshly across my body
Sharp rocks stabbing
I swear I hear you say I,m misunderstood
Why is it that you
Can't feel the moons blood dripping on your pillow?
Why can't you see the tears burning through?
Acid in my eyes, I feel like I can't see myslef in the light
I don't want to stay in the dark, it's too dull