shall i wait?

shall i wait?

as i sit here,

listening to you,

tears fill my eyes,

part of me knew this day would come,

yet it is still a shock,

now you stop waiting for my answer,

but nothing fills the silence,

for i am speechless,

my mind is wandering,

my heart is racing,

such a big decision to make,

so little time,

shall i stay?,

shall i go?

to go is to be free,

but also to be hurt of the fear of what I've lost,

but to stay is to wait,

to wait for a day that may never come,

the day you return,

so i now ponder,

shall i wait?