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RIP Olivia Penpraze

Poetry By: HiKitty

Please look at The Challenge Makers contest... I think it could help a lot of people and raise awareness about serious topics like self harm and suicide...
If you don't know who Olivia Penpraze is, search her up on Youtube [At Your Own Risk]

Submitted:Mar 25, 2013    Reads: 41    Comments: 2    Likes: 2   

I've attempted suicide more times than I can count-Olivia Penoraze RIP

Each wound whispers it's tale

But they're all hard to share

The grief I hold; my sorrow, my fails

Are more than I can bare

Once a figure is in sight

My face blanks to a mask

I laugh, I grin-try to act light

To act along is all I can ask

Yet when I'm alone, off my mask sweeps

I look at myself down and through

As the red trickles down, I cry, I weep

This feeling that comes isn't new

This feeling washes over me

It keeps my mind at ease

Until I wake up, I start to see

The cost I payed to please

It's like a drug, this act I do

The effect won't last for long

To shut my eyes; slice one, two

Relaxes my mind and my wrongs

No ones ever noticed this

The pain I feel each day

They fall each time; think I'm in bliss

But it will end; first of May


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