I am worthless...

Father I love you

Mother I love you

Sister I love you

But I hate you all

I hate my life

I hate everything!

But you will never know

You will never understand

You never try

I cry out for help

You ignore it!

I am invisible

Its all about her

She is special

I am nothing!

I never matter!

I never will!

Not to you…

Why cant you love me?

Why cant you help me?

Why cant you be loving parents?

I try

I try to be perfect

I do!

But you ignore it!

You ignore me!

Am I really worth that little!

I try to tell myself I'm not

I try to tell myself that if alright

But I lie to myself!

When I use that blade

When I see that blood

All I can think is I am nothing

Its all your fault

You never cared

You never thought

I'm sorry I'm a disappointment

I'm sorry I'm so worthless

I'm sorry I am nothing

Ill just go die now

It will be better

Better than to live without your love

Better to die than to live

Better to escape this hell

I would prefer the flaming pits to this

You have killed my heart

You have destroyed my mind

All I have left is my empty body

Just use that to

Throw it away

Like its worth nothing

I am worth nothing!

A waste of space

Polluting the air

Just kill me now!

Please!!

I want to die!!!!!!!!