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I cant hate you...

Poetry By: hoplessromantic

Just a poem I wrote... Please read and comment

Submitted:May 29, 2012    Reads: 18    Comments: 4    Likes: 2   

Cowering in a corner

No more

I will be strong

Whimpering and crying

No more

You cant hurt me

I will not fail

I will not cry

I will not let you hurt me

No more

Not ever again

I cant let you get to me

Shield my heart

Put up stone cold walls

No one gets in

You have made me this way

Are you proud?

I will be untouchable

Never am I able to trust

Not able to love

I am no longer capeable of loving and trusting

Everyone is an enemy

Everyone hates me

You have made me like this

You have made me flinch

You have made me cry

You have made me bleed

My heart cant take it

It will fall apart

So fragile, is my heart

Yet you have made me so

Yet you have hurt me so

Yet I cant hate you

I want to

I try to

But I cant

I want to be angry at you

I want to yell and scream at you

I want to hurt you

But I cant

I cant hurt the one person who caused me so much pain

I cant hate my father

So I am broken

So my heart stays open and bleeding

With no one to stitch it up

My heart is bleeding

And It will forever bleed

Because you wont change

Chance after chance

You have taken them and thrown them away

Like scraps of dirt, our hearts

You say you love us

But you hurt us

But its ok

I will always forgive you

I will always love you

No matter how much I don't want to


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