I know I know

I know I know

I know you don't like me

I know that I'm not the nicest person

I know that i can be a bit cruel

but you guys are supposed to be my friends

or are you?

do you really like me or am i just a nuisance?

I am sorry for everything

I hope these words will put me in a better light,

 not the dark room i am in

I know I'm not perfect,

 heck I'm far from it but please just understand me and hang on for a bit

my life is in a bit of a mess right now and i need to sort it out

please be there for me in my bad times

you probably don't even know what is going on in this time of my life

but i listen to you i try to understand

i know i probably fail at it but i try

but i need to know that your there for me

because I'm most likely to fall of this bridge I'm on and i don't think it will be on the right side

catch me please or teach me how to swim

either will do just your support please

that's all i need to get out of this dark whole i am in

i need that light

i need that hope

because its not my dreams crashing around me

but my nightmares coming to life

so i know I'm not the nicest

i know I'm not perfect

but i need your help

so I'm going to end this with just a sorry

sorry