I love you
I loved you
You hurt me
I believed in you
I trusted in you
You broke that
You drank
You got angry
You got mad
You had lost yourself
Who you truly were
I was scared for you
That look in your eyes
That crazed look
It haunts my dreams
You got out of control
You got aggressive
We had no choice but to call authority
Yet you come back free
I don’t know how to feel about that
Did you deserve it?
I don’t know any more
I don’t know who to trust
I don’t know who to love
It feels like the world is on my shoulders
It feels like a never ending darkness
It feels like hopelessness
Ive started to give up, loose hope
Ive tried so hard to forget
But its etched in my brain
That crazed look
That angry look
It haunts my dreams
No longer dreams
Now nightmares
All because of the one I love
Im scared of you
I don’t want to be
But I cant help it
I still love you
But im still scared of you
You’ve scarred me
No longer happy
Not that I ever really was
No longer carefree
Flinching at people yelling
Scared of people who are angry
You’ve done this to me
I love you
But I hate you
You’ve scarred me
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