I am sorry I was jealous

I take it all back; all that I said,
all the words came out so fast, like vomit.
I thought I was losing you,
and I am sorry for ever doubting.
I totally understand, if you never talk to me again,
because I was stupid, pathetic and petty.
I guess the envy and jealousy,
travelled round me like oxygen, I blood,
and reached my heart,
and I couldn’t hold it in anymore.
I had to blurt it out,
like paint in a paint gun.
The jealousy exploded, and now I realise,
why was I jealous, because there was
nothing to doubt about you.