MY LOST PRINCESS
At night I go to bed and turn out the light,
All because it is just too bright.
No matter how much I fight,
I know your mother by you done right.
What I had at the time was infatuation,
What he had for her was adoration.
And for him I have admiration,
He loves you as much as I do and that is unmistaken.
Even though I left it hurts me inside,
But every time I see you I fill up with pride.
When I see how big you are I realize how much I missed,
And to say the least about that I am miffed.
You see to me you are my little girl,
And not seeing you makes me want to hurl.
But you will always be in my heart,
You have been there right from the start.
How much I love you is impossible to tell you,
To tell you you’re my world still doesn’t seem enough.
And I worry because I know you will never be told,
That is why inside I will always feel cold.
I think about you all the time,
This is why I wrote this rhyme.
In this situation it helps me to cope,
But still I will never give up hope.
The day you realize I am your dad,
Will be the day I stop being sad.
You see you are my one and only,
And without you I feel so lonely.
Even though you’re nearly a lady,
I want to scream “Hunny you’re my baby”
But it wouldn’t be right,
So this urge I must fight.
Because of this lie to you,
I just want to cry for you.
But if the truth were exposed,
To you it wouldn’t be fair I suppose.
I want to connect with you,
But they want to protect you.
Your happiness is all that matters,
This is why my life now lies in tatters.
Even sitting here in Spain,
I always feel the pain.
Not having you in my life,
Is causing me strife.
When I get on your site,
And I have your picture in my sight.
I always begin to weep,
Because it’s you I want to keep.
But no matter what happens in this situation,
My love for you as always remains without condition.
My feelings for you will never melt,
I love you more than life in its self.