It's crazy how I yearn for love but love just doesn't look for me.
And even when I look for love, it runs the other way from me.
If loving is so hateful then I don't want love to love me.
I'm locking up my heart cuz it always breaks my heartbeat.
I've always been a lover but now I'm forced to fight for love.
I'm controversial to myself if I let that fuck me up.
I'll give my heart away andbe heartless for the moment.
So when they've come to stab my heart I'll tell tell them it's been stolen.
I throw away my emotions, and youd say I'd be insane...
If I didn't throw myself to the invaders before the spies fuck up my brain.
I've never in my life felt so in and out of hate.
Never thought I'd lead a life that was so controlled by fate.
But if fate is in control then I can't say that I lead it.
My new conclusion of love is that I don't really need it.
And if it so happens that love decides to want me back.
It's gonna have to work, bend down and kiss my ass.
& Maybe!..Only maybe I'll consider coming to.
But re-loving what I once loved...is really hard to do.
Like resparking a match that's been lit and dipped in water.
It's a challenge to win back the love of Torre Bodden's daughter.
This is war and you're a pilot I'm shooting missiles from the ground.
So like your plane, don't get your hopes up.
Cuz I'll be glad to crash you down.
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